Ye Mo thought that Song Yingzhu also rented a house not far from the high school, but when the taxi driver drove the car to the suburbs, Ye Mo realized that the place where his daughter went to school and the place where she lived were actually so far away. But he quickly understood what was going on; with Song Yingzhu’s financial condition he could never afford to rent a house in the city.
He didn’t even dare to use his divine sense to look for Song Yingzhu, he didn’t know how Song Yingzhu was doing now.
After getting out of the car, when Yi Mo pulled Ye Mo to the door of a private house, Ye Mo was frozen in his tracks. A woman with white hair was struggling to carry a bucket of water, which she seemed to be carrying to the stove. However, her feet indicated that her strength was a bit too much to keep up with, and the water kept splashing on the floor.
Was this Song Yingzhu? The ice-cold beauty from the beginning? Chapter 787 – Song Yingzhu’s Pride Ye Mo suddenly felt even more sour and guilty in his heart. If it wasn’t for the white haired woman’s vaguely playful and familiar face, if it wasn’t for her natural and indelible pride, Ye Mo would even wonder if the frail woman in front of him was the Song Yingzhu of old.
The woman with an early Xuan level cultivation at the beginning was now not even at the Yellow level and had internal injuries that had not yet healed.
The beautiful girl who was the pride of the heavens was now as white as silver, her hands were rough and her steps were weak.
But she was still only in her thirties.
The reason why Song Yingzhu had become like this, Ye Mo knew it was entirely because of him. If it wasn’t for her efforts to raise her daughter, Yimo, how could she have lived such a miserable life? Moreover, Ye Mo also knew that the reason why she was like this, there might be a kind of guilt and self-blame in it.
Ye Mo was her Song family’s enemy, yet she had given birth to a daughter for her enemy. Even if she knew that the Song family had long forgotten about her. But there was still a wall in her heart. She hides in secret and allows herself to torture her wounds, rather than tell others who she once was.
Perhaps when she left Luo Yue to raise Yimo, she had long since developed a death wish. Her only concern was for her daughter, Yimo.
Chapter 787 – Song Yingzhu’s Pride “Mom ……”
Yimo’s cry woke up Song Yingzhu, who was carrying water, and she looked up in surprise.
With a “bang”, the wooden bucket in Song Yingzhu’s hand fell to the ground and collapsed. Water stains splashed everywhere, and soon water was flowing inside the house.
She was frozen, the figures of Ye Mo and Yimo walking towards her, holding hands in front of her, were becoming blurred. It seemed like she had seen such a scene in her dreams countless times, but now when it really appeared, it gave her an extreme sense of unreality.
“I’m sorry. Yingzhu, I’m thirteen years late ……” Ye Mo’s voice rang out in Song Yingzhu’s ears.
Song Yingzhu suddenly felt her eyes getting blurry, she opened her mouth, but couldn’t say anything. This time it wasn’t a dream, it was real, it was the real Ye Mo who had come.
She breathed a sigh of relief and was finally relieved that Yimo had finally found her father, so she could rest easy in the future. Every time she and Yimo kept describing her dad, every time she kept talking about Ye Mo. Each time, she said that her daddy would suddenly appear just for this day. It made Yimo’s heart leave a shadow of her dad long ago, and now it seemed that her efforts were not in vain, Yimo and her dad were as close as if they had been together since childhood.
Song Yingzhu’s lips trembled for a moment. But still no words came out.
“Mum, what’s wrong with you? Dad is back.” Yimo looked at his mother’s appearance as if something was wrong and subconsciously added.
Song Yingzhu finally smiled, her expression returning to its usual look, “Yimo, listen to listen to dad in the future.”
After saying this Song Yingzhu finally looked at Ye Mo and said in a trembling voice. “The water splashed on my body, I’m going to change my clothes.”
“Dad, mum she ……” is Yimo all feel that mum seems a little strange, usually mum always constantly talk to her about dad, but today when dad came back, how come mum didn’t have much to say? And the meeting wasn’t as exciting as she thought it would be.
In her heart, her mother and father had a very good relationship, but why did it seem like they were not quite the same when she saw them?
Ye Mo watched guiltily as Song Yingzhu walked into the room and closed the door, and when she took off her clothes and started to change, he withdrew his divine sense.
“Dad, I’m going to cook, just leave the inside of the kitchen to me to clean.” Yimo could see that there seemed to be something wrong between her dad and mum, she took the initiative to say these words because she wanted her dad to spend more time alone with her mum.
Of course Ye Mo knew what his daughter had in mind, he stroked Yimo’s hair and said softly, “Good.”
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Song Yingzhu changed into a set of clothes from back then and looked at them again and again in front of the mirror.
It was only after a long time that she sighed and said, “You are still the same as you were then, I am already old …… Yimo found you, I am relieved ……”
After saying that she took out a dagger from the bottom of her bed, then rubbed her eyes in the mirror and plunged it into her throat without hesitation.
She, Song Yingzhu, was also a proud woman, she was not willing to let her man see her with white hair, she was not willing to expose herself to him in this state.
She knew that he had two wives as beautiful as heaven, she also knew that the woman he liked was not her, and she equally knew that he could find Yimo not because she had come here on purpose, but unintentionally.
Her pride was that she would not let her touch be exposed to his delicate wives, her pride was that she did not want her appearance to put him in a difficult position left and right.
She was Song Yingzhu, she was a proud and beautiful woman back then, and she is still a proud woman today as well. The hardships of the years may deprive her of her youthfulness, but not of the pride and nobility of her heart.
Her love did not need pity or charity, and when Yimo had a home, she had no more ties.
Although the dagger in Song Yingzhu’s hand was sharp, it did not pierce her throat, and a hand grabbed her dagger.
There was blood running down the dagger and Ye Mo had no luck in stopping himself from being injured. He felt he owed it to Song Yingzhu, and it was only right that he shed some blood for her.
“Yingzhu, you are very silly, since we have all met again, it was once meant to be, why do you have to be like this?” Ye Mo’s tone was a little low, his heart was hard, he understood Song Yingzhu’s heart, but he didn’t know how he should comfort her. He could simply let Song Yingzhu regain her appearance back then, but the trauma of those ten years in between could not be repaired by a surface.
“Ah, how’s your hand?” Song Yingzhu grabbed Ye Mo’s hand, and she had forgotten her pride as the blood flowed down from Ye Mo’s hand. In the next moment, she actually just wanted to find something to help Ye bandage it up.
At this moment, she completely forgot what kind of person Ye Mo was, how could this small injury help him? It seemed that Ye Mo’s injury was even more serious than what she had just done. Because Yimo was going to follow her father in the future, her father could not be injured.
With Ye Mo’s True Qi running, the small wound in his hand quickly healed up. He reached out and wrapped Song Yingzhu into his arms, slowly starting to gather her white hair.
Song Yingzhu stiffened for a moment, an inexpressible sadness rising up from the bottom of her heart. For more than ten years, she had no family apart from Yimo, for more than ten years she had been displaced from place to place, she had no home, for more than ten years she had thought countless times that she could lean into his arms, but today it had come true.
She cried, and in this moment, she felt as fragile as a child’s heart. In this moment, she understood that in front of him, pride was just a layer of hurt deep inside.
The uncertainty she felt when she hurriedly left his wedding site with a crying Yimo more than ten years ago had all dissipated without a trace at this moment. It seemed that all those grievances could melt away as soon as he came.
She hadn’t loved, and she didn’t know if it was love, but when he had pushed her out of the tomb that was going to explode, she had already remembered his shadow, and at that time, she had no more hatred. She still remembered the heartfelt elation she felt when she learned that Ye Mo was not in trouble.
When she learnt that she already had Yimo, his shadow became clearer and clearer in her heart, and in the end there was no way to erase it. Although the scene inside the tent at the bottom of the snowy mountain was shy, and although she had absolutely no control over it, when she had Yimo, she surprisingly had no regrets, and even thought of it from time to time.
Unfortunately, there were so few stories between her and him that she had absolutely no way to tell her daughter too much about what happened between them.
“Ye Mo, I don’t deserve you anymore, I’m already old ……,” Song Yingzhu moaned deep inside, but she had no way to say it, she didn’t want to leave her daughter, nor did she want to leave Ye Mo.
“You’re not old.” Ye Mo said slowly as if he could know her inner voice.
Ye Mo’s voice was right next to his ear, low and mellow, “That year, I had just arrived here. In search of a medicinal herb, I went to the Taklamakan Desert. That night, I was standing alone on top of the Lopbos deep in the desert. I thought of a story I had seen in the library back then, the story was called ‘Tears like Milan, white hair and silver sand’. After I thought of this story, I stood there for a long, long time.”
Song Yingzhu seemed to be attracted by Ye Mo’s words and her trembling gradually calmed down, only to tighten her arms around Ye Mo. She didn’t understand what Ye Mo meant when he said he had just arrived here, nor did she understand why he dared to go to Lop Nao alone.
“Milan missed Rob Nur, and overnight, her green hair turned white, tears rolled down her face and gathered into a river, and her white hair turned into silver sand. For Milan, at least Rob Nur still knows that Milan is thinking of him. But I, surprisingly, don’t know at all that there is a woman in this world with my daughter thinking of me, her hair turned into silver sand, and I don’t know it at all ……”
Ye Mo’s voice was low and tinged with guilt, he was a man of nature and acted straight from his heart, to Song Yingzhu, he was truly guilty. He grabbed Song Yingzhu’s rough hand and made his heart clear for the first time.
“Ye Mo ……” Song Yingzhu could no longer restrain her inner thoughts, Ye Mo’s chest was already wet with tears.
